now&forever,mylove

you're my sunflower~

When we are together, doing things that we love
Everytime you're near, I feel like I'm in heaven
I don't want to let go
I don't want to run away
Baby, you're the one I need tonight
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just want to die in your arms
No Promises

Sunday, April 30, 2006!

written: Sunday, April 30, 2006

What a fun day! Yesterday my section went to East Coast. We had a picnic. It was freaking fun! We sabotage each other. Wahaha. The fist victim was Kelly. Wahaha. Then it was Yi Feng's turn! Wahaha. He is so cute! The way he scream is so funny. I was so happy to see Yi Feng finally have fun and talked with us. Coz he is the quiet one in the section. Haha. Well, the fun part is when we wanted to sabo Fahan and throw him into the water. So we all pretend to ask him to take our pictures. Haha. Slowly,we ask Sammy to take the camera away and we pulled him. What the hell?! Fahan is so freaking violent! Freaking strong! Urgh! But lucky the section manage to win him. Yay! We did it! He is all WET! We had alot of fun! I love to see them so happy. Then got one time I sat near the tent, the sight of them being so happy is so -- I really don't know to say. Haiz. Somehow I feel that I'm so lucky to be part of the section. I love them so much!

Then we played twister. It was fun until the part where they choose for us the spot to put our hands and legs. What the hell?! Got one part,my position is like as if I'm doing splits. Ouch! And the worst part is when Kelly have cross over me. Kelly is so freaking heavy! What a pig! Walao! Because of her I fell. Idiot! Wahaha. After that we all went into the sea back. We all saw the couple. What the hell man?! Kiss here and kiss there! What the Toot! Then I and Nadia imitate them and we ended up --ACCIDENTALLY-- kissed each other on the lips! Wahahaha. What the fuck!? Haha. But she's not the first girl I kissed on the lips. Hahaha. Kak Mai was the first one. Wahaha. Nadia,Haha,its disgusting lor! Forget it!

We all went back home around 9 plus. Then we decided to eat at Hp. Haha. Then, I go meet someone. Hmm. Talked and talk until 11 plus. Then, Fahan[[retarded]] joined us. Hmm. It was fun! Hmm. Then they say they are going to play pool at Hougang Plaza with Farhan[[A3]]. I was like "oh..ok.." Hmm. Around 12 plus,I went home. Then,"him" and Fahan say that later got ghost! What the fuck! Urgh! I asked them to send me home. Haha. Hmm. Well,that's all.

Friday, April 28, 2006!

written: Friday, April 28, 2006

Yuhoo! I got my phone back! Thanks to my dad! Phew! 1st thing that I did when I got my phone back was msg him! Hehe. Yay!! I love you Daddy. Oh my god. I sound like a bimbo. I'm so not one! Haha.

Today is a happy day for me eventhough I didn't have my phone with me. I survived the day without phone! Haha. Maths was scary. Its like I did my homework and its all wrong! What the hell man! Urgh! Sorry Mrs Iszal. I will pass up my homework on Mon. Hehe. Hmm. Then got malay. Oh ya. Hmm. Woah! Today malay is like so special. Know why? Coz I understand what Cikgu was talking about. Haha. Coz usually I don't. I usually fail my malay. Haha. It was awkward though. Hehe. Hmm. Then got S.S, have to sit in groups. Damn! Sat beside Adam since we are in the same group. For 1/2 an hour Mrs Yong to talk to the class about money. Haha. So bored so I bullied Adam. How evil can I be? It supposed to be a guy bullying a girl but in my case, its opposite. Wahaha. Suddenly something weird happened. Adam suddenly was quiet. I was like " Erm. Adam,you ok?" He just nod his head. Fine. So I keep quiet. Wahaha. Last period, English, DAMN BORING! Forget it! That lesson is always boring. So predictable! Haha.

Thursday, April 27, 2006!

written: Thursday, April 27, 2006

Lets see. Today school ended at 12. Wow! Thanks to the Band! Wahaha. Hehe. Well,today was a happy day for me UNTIL that bloody Goy go confiscate my phone! Fuck! Walao! Please lah! Ms Arthi alow us to listen to the radio! AND he took my phone!! FUCK OFF!!! Urgh! I hate him man! Fine! I even beg him and Mr Farid to give back my phone and both of them said NO!!! BIG FAT FUCKING NO!! URGH!! Sad man! Watever! Tomorrow I want my phone back! I need it! Urgh! Need to SMS people. Wahaha.

Beside all the stupid stuffs that had happened today,my day was brightened up by special people. Ahmad,Suf,Tia,Shidah,Adam and my section! I love them so much! Thank you.Hmm. After recess got S.s. Hmm.We went to homeroom. Cold! Haha. Ziq,Melanie,Jin Hong and Adam in my group.Oh ya! Hafiz also! Haha. Adam is so funny! He asked me to write his notes! Bully! No lah. He even tried to draw cock on my hand. Eeww! Yuck! Well, atleast he got cheer me up right? Fine. After S.S, got art. Lucky its only 1/2 an hour. Phew! Wahaha. Well,I really slack alot! Haha.

After school ended, AND after begging Mr Goy and Mr Farid, AND after the BIG FAT FUCKING NO! Lets get to the point, I wanted to go to Cp but in the end, me,Suf,Ahmad,Zakiah,Nadia and Fazlee went to Heartland. God! Well, when we reached there, we were deciding what to eat. Finally,we ate at Pizza Hut. Saw alot of people. Lazy to name them. Wahaha. Well, I am such a pig at Pizza Hut. Wahaha. Freaking hungry! Nvm. After eating,we took some neoprints! What the hell? Only I and Zakiah pay. HMPF!! Nvr mind. It was fun! The pictures came out cute! Of course! Wahaha. Then, we went home. Dotz.

Me,Hafizah,Suf and Ahmad went to Hp. Eat AGAIN! Hahaha. At Mac. Waited for my dad. So long! I ended up going back home. Then went back to Hp with my dad to sent my mum to werk. Dad and me go NTUC. He got that face that written that he wanted to buy for me new phone!! YUHOO!! Yay! I asked him. Than he say yes!!!!! YUHOO!! Hehe. Talk about that later. Then, we went to the HOUSE OF KAYA AND TOAST. I saw Adam,Fahan and Mat Noh at the 2nd floor. Hehe. Then go home. The end. Wahaha.

Sunday, April 23, 2006!

written: Sunday, April 23, 2006

BOWEN MILITARY BAND-GOLD WITH HONOUR!!!
WE MADE IT!!

Yuhoo!! We made it! Yay!! Yesterday is the best day I ever had in my whole entire life! WE won the GOLD WITH HONOUR! Omg! I was so freaking shocked and HAPPY!! Haha. It was worth it ! We went through all the odds together! Especially with my section,TRUMPETZ!! We rawk man! All the pain and sufferings that we went together was all NOT for nothing. All our hardwork have been paid off! Yay! We did it! I love you guys! Bowen Band will NEVER die! I'll make sure we don't.Haha.

Although we won the gold with honour,this is just the beginning. Bowen Military Band will continue to persevere,endure and work even harder to get the title that we've lost for 12 years! Come on Band! We are going to get it back! Come on man!! Don't end it here.This is only the beginning of the battle! We are going for the REAL war on 1st of july!! Yeah!!

Hmm..Well. Yesterday was great! Alot of the ex-members came back to support us! I was freaking happy coz Kak Safiah,Kak ida and Fana came too!! Yuhoo!! I miss them so much!! Hahaha. My lovely sis!! Haiz. The 3 of them changed alot! Kak Safiah is so cute! Kak Ida? She is so WOW!! Haha. My dear Fana is so sweet and she got bf already! Haha. I'm so happy for her!! Wahaha. Urgh! Yuck! That Ihsan also got. Well.Haha. He is so yucky! Wahaha. I remember what Kak Ida told me something about him. Haha. I can't stop laughing.Hahahahaha. Well,while the Band is getting ready with our uniform, I feel so happy to see them so happy. I mean,this is my last SYF and I knew that the Band is gonna make it! Haiz.I wish I could stay longer in the Band. So many memories with them. Can't forget it all! Haiz. When the whole Band sat in the band room, you can feel the spirit-the happiness-the EXCITEMENT! Yeah! I'm so proud if them-ALL! In the bus,we were all recalling our steps.Wow! I have never felt so good in my life! Haha. Then the percussionist and the trumpets teased Ahmad and Zakiah! Wahahaha. So funny! Poor thing! Wahaha. Eee!! Then got one mpart when the ex-members bus drive past us and Ihsan was inside.Wtf! Zakiah and Fahan go say that I and and Ihsan together!!! URGH!!! So disgusting! YUCK!!!! WATEVER! Urgh!

When we reached the stadium,the juniors was like "What Band is that?" Wahaha. Since its their first SYF, I show them all the Band. Beside our holding area was WestSpring Band. Can't say anything though. Atleast they are friendly. Got this guy very cute! Haha. Oopsie! Hehe. Trumpets took pictures with our ex-trumpets! Got Radzi,Ihsan<....>,Kak Safiah,Kak Ida,Victor and Fana. So cute! Of course,trumpets are all cute,handsome and chio people.Wahaha. I'm not kidding. Hehe. Haiz. He so cute haiz.Very cute! Oh god! Wahaha. Fine. Well, we said good luck to each other. At the moment, I felt so nervous! I was about to cry. Haiz. I hugged everyone. I felt better when I hugged Shilla. I love her so much!

AND!! THIS IS IT!!! 8 minutes of good show! We were al ready to do our best! OMG!! While performing, I felt so good! I let it all out! I made it! WE MADE IT!! YUHOO!!! After we finished, the applaused that we get was POWER!!! Standing ovation!!! PHEEWEEET!!! Haiz. Then,we have to march in again for the prize presentation. OMG!! My heart is thumping so fast!! While waitng for the result,the Band was standing infront of Deyi. Then got this group of guys wearing black,pointing at me! Then they did something disgusting!! They were like showing their chesting,pretending that is breast! Wtf! Lucky I was in sedia position! Urgh! If not! **** * !!! Hmpf!

Then the result came, Tk got gold with honour. Deyi too. The host was like " The 7th Band-Bowen Secondary School ----- GOLD WITH HONOUR!!! I was so freaking happy!! The tears of joy!! Wow!! The ex-members were running around.Hugging each other! The sight of them being happy can't be describe in words! omg! Thank you Allah. Thank you so much!

WE did it! KEep it up!!!

Friday, April 14, 2006!

written: Friday, April 14, 2006

Today practice was fun! Went to some stadium. Do music.Yay! It was good.Yuhoo! The journey to the stadium was fun! We,Trumpetz,sang all the stupid songs-Old Macdonald,Twinkle Twinkle star, blah blah.Haha. It was fun! Trumpetz RAWK!! Yeah! Practice and practice. Yeah! Power man! After last run through, we lined up according to our buses.Wah! My section so good! All like robots! Haha. Keep it up Trumpetz! Well,in the bus to the school back-AGAIN-it was fun!! Haha. Again,we sing all the nursery songs. Make noise while the Basses and Horns were talking among themselves. Hahaha.

When we reached school,urgh,saw his face.Eeew! Fine! Forget it! In the Band room,keep all the intruments. Then,make announcement,I don't know whether to make or not. Coz Fizah is busy. When I looked back to search for Hafizah,urgh,bad luck,saw his face! Stupid Ihsan! The moment I see his face, he said "gembeng!!" ARGH!!! I was like "What the FUCK?!" Whatever lah! Anyway,I make my announcement,make sure the Band do what is needed to be done. Haha. After Band dismissed, I made a meeting with the 2nd cornet. Yeah! Must do my job! Haha. Blah blah blah. Meeting ended. I was freaking scared! I don't want Ihsan to go Hp. Then I asked Suf and Fazlee to walk with me fast! Wahaha. Then,in the end,Ihsan walked the other way. Phew! Walked to Hp with Suf,Fazlee and Fahan.

Blah blah blah. Shits happens! Urgh! We ate outside Macdonald. We sat there! Wahaha. Cool! Talked rubbish. Haha. Ihsan is such a LONELY GUY! Wahaha. He sat at Mac alone. So sad. Wahaha. How evil can I be?! Well, we all decided to go home. Then,Ihsan say he want sent me home. Urgh! NO!!! I begged Fahan to go home with me but FAHAN SUX!! I HOPE HE IS READING MY BLOG!!! NUR FARHAN FROM 5A1,YOU SUCK!!!!! Urgh! Fahan want to go home with Ahmad,they all. FIne!! I walked off! What A stupid ASSHOLE!!!

Bowen Military Band - GOLD WITH HONOUR!!!!
COME ON BAND!! SHOW THE WORLD WHAT WE ARE MADE OF!!!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006!

written: Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Good Morning people. Gosh! I'm nuts! Well,I did not go to school because I got this stupid flu!Today got Maths test!! Fuck man! Forget it! I still have to go Band later. Coz I want to go. Haha. As expected,Shilla didn't go to school again! I mean,is she crazy?! For her infomation, 'N' level is coming. She always didn't go to school. Haiz. Come on Shilla, school is not a joke! Can't you see?! Urgh! Fine! Forget it! Let's see.Now I'm eating. I'm so hungry. Well, just now,I msg Ahmad. Oh ya! I forgot! Yesterday,I said to him that I will write something nice about him. Wahaha. Later! Haha. Continue: I msg Ahmad just now. He say the maths paper is hard! Die! How?! Shit! I asked him who else didn't come to school today. He say everyone got come. Does that mean Tia and Shidah did? I don't know. Haha.

Ahmad.Hmm.Something nice? Wahaha. I really don't know.You got alot of bad points.Haha.Kidding.Jangan nk bunge-bunge.Well,Ahmad is a funny guy who REALLY love to joke around. If you are stress or is in a difficult situation,go to Ahmad. He know how to make you laugh and smile. Ahmad knows what's fun. He loves to find trouble! True. Actually,Ahmad is a really sweet guy. It's just that he doesn't show it. God! Wahaha.Ahmad,is this enough? Wahaha. Idiot!

Monday, April 03, 2006!

written: Monday, April 03, 2006

Haiz. What a day. Had fun in the morning. As expected,Shilla did not come. Well,I don't know what to say. Maths,hmm, I use the wrong formula to find distance! Shit! Have to redo everything. During malay lesson,Cikgu was late. We spent 45 mins outside the classroom. Ahmad [[That idiot!]] bully me again for nothing. During that time, I took the courage to confess to Tia about something. Coz since she told me about her stuff too! Haiz. I felt better. I have been keeping it to myself for a long time. She say that its obvious. I was like " Serious??!!" And yup! Haiz. Forget it. A and B. C alone. Haha. What the fuck am I talking. Forget it! Fine! English,got group work. Me,Tia,Suf,Ahmad and Yazid. As expected again, Ahmad bully me again. I bully him back. After that,got Physics! UrgH! Sat beside Ahmad. Coz I thought class seperate. Then,no. Dotz. Well. Sit beside Ahmad is fun but can be HELL! Urgh! Ahmad,I hope you are reading. Coz I got one thing to say " YOU SUCK!!" Haha. He does! Well. After school, me,Ahmad,Zakiah,Nadia and Liang hao go eat lunch at prata shop. Zakiah sat beside Ahmad [[Pheeweet!!]]. Then,go back school,wait for band leaders. I do my maths homework. After that, I felt asleep.God! I'm so tired! Then around 3.50++, band leaders came. After that,>>TOP SECRET!!<< color="#3333ff"> I met my sis and bro and went back home with them.

When it wants you,you don't want it..
When it don't want you,you want it!

Saturday, April 01, 2006!

written: Saturday, April 01, 2006

RED---Bowen Military Band!

Lets's see.Hmm.Today got practice.It was good! I was told that we improved alot! Thanks Victor! haha. Well,my section rawk! Something improved. I was frustrated with something. I screamed at him. I only got 1 mouth. 1 mouth to play music. Not count or to scream. He stepped over my head! urgh! Fine. Forget it. I really feel like vomitting in the morning during sectional. Haiz. But I endured! Phew! Bread was provided for 2 times. Yum! After eating, I feel more better. Haha. Music was fun! Haha. I'm really proud of the Band today. They Rawk! Haha. Rawk On Band! We can do it! Yeah! We soar than expectation!

Go Band Go!
Trumpet,trumpet..
I love trumpet..
We are one big family..
Trumpet,Trumpet Wo Ai Ni!

written: Saturday, April 01, 2006

I'm really sorry.Hmm.I've should become a better friend from last time. Tia is depressed with her problems.I really want to be there for her but somehow I don't know what to do. Haiz. Sometimes,its not that I'm unreasonably scolding them. Sometimes they just irritated me in some way that I don't like.I've tried my best to control it. I really hope that they can see the change in me. Haiz. Maybe I'm better at something else. But I don't even know what. Fine.Life sux!